Make music not War

Ever wanted to get a professional studio recording of your own song? Well You now can step into the magical world of the music industry by having your jam session or a new song that you've written, recorded!

Standingwave Productions is located at No20c, SS15/8, Subang Jaya, Selangor and here you can have a jamn session with your friends as well as record your own song.

You can call Meng at 03-56366795 or long on to www.standingwave.com.my

2008的幸福旅程

认识到你，是我的荣幸。

没想到当我们的缘分来临时，确是永别2007年的最后一天。

记得在回家的路途中，你的手紧紧的牵着我的手，那种感觉是幸福的。

好久没有那种感觉了，很开心，也很兴奋。

2007年十二月三十一号，你带我到温泉。那里的自然环境，那里沸腾腾的热水，

确实是一个值得留念的好地方。尝试三十到五十多度的温水，每一次的尝试都让我

为之一震，热乎乎的，真“痛”快。

那一天正是开始了人生的另一段旅程。

一月十一日，感谢你的拥抱，感谢你的关怀，我的心会一直的与你同在。

Erick Turnbull

Get to know this mad guy as he is too damn good in playing guitar. Recommend to everyone to watch his performance in youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9izI5jlp8sY

Chinese New Year Card Collection - Part one

这些卡片是我小时候的一些纪念品，也算是我的回忆吧。天真的我们，带着赤子之心，送上祝福。孩童的心里却是献上最真诚的祝福，根本没带任何假意。今天的我们还会是一样吗？

林文信24小时学好爵士钢琴教程

这是很好的教程，值得一提的是，它很适合初级学者。

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静静的

这首歌给我感触
尤其是chorus部分

歌手：庾澄庆 专辑：戒不掉
作词:林唯作曲:梁介洋编曲:陈飞午

空气里躲着什么
有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你
你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么
好像变得很不同
站在你身边
这一切都好宽阔

我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空

心里面藏着什么
你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦
也就是你的梦
哦
纸条上写了什么
我好想要听你说
让字字句句
充满我们的笑容

永远要记得那天彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花
是我们的拥有

静静的手牵手
是最简单的梦

From Baidu.com

祖孙情

One of my friend wrote this lyric for me for perusal.

Lyric from Kai Ling

Just wanna to share this lyric to everyone. I assisted Kai Ling and think of this song's melody. It was fun and enjoyable. I really appreciate it.

Steamboat Personality Test

Feel free to take this test as you will get to know your personality:

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?
A. Winter ( To Qn 2)
B. Summer (To Qn 5)
C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?
A. Like (To Qn 2)
B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?
A. Yes (To Qn 3)
B. No (To Qn 6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?
A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)
B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?
A. Famous ( To Qn 7)
B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?
A. Yes ( To Qn 6)
B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?
A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)
B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?
A. Wait ( To Qn 11)
B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?
A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)
B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?
A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)
B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?
A. Yes ( To Qn 17)
B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?
A. Yes ( To Qn 15)
B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?
A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)
B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)

13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?
A. All ( To Qn 17)
B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)

14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?
A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)
B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?
A. Home ( To Qn 16)
B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?
A. Mind ( Type B)
B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?
A. Yes (Type D)
B. No ( To Qn 16)



RESULTS....
TYPE A
Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.

TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it out second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends.You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

TYPE C
Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power,easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side,you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.

TYPE D
You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends.But as you are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to
handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone.You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

雨 = 泪

人类虽然是感情的动物
我们也不因该容易掉眼泪
因为上天无形中正在帮助我们解决了这问题
老天无时无刻会下起一场倾盆大雨
好比是在为我们哭泣

雨后虽然天晴
但是雨水必须经过一段时间才消失
就好像伤心了以后也要一段时间才能平复

做人已近很难了，
如果在不坚强，
让自己更加开心
心中的海啸会在你无法控制之下掩盖了你所建造出来的城堡

不要忘了我们还有心灵天使
善用他来守护和改善我们的脆弱城堡
别让海啸侵蚀我们唯一的生存和希望

心距离

两个人在相恋时说话都很轻声细语
因为他们的心很近心与心之间没有距离
所以相恋中的两个人通常是耳语式的说话
但是心中的爱因而更深到后来根本不需要语言
只用眼睛就可以传情
而那时心与心之间早已经没有所谓的距离了

What do you Expect?

What do you expect from this composing class?

Anonym 1:
希望可以学到如何作曲 （以最简单的方式）
希望可以作出一首属于自己的歌（可以发表的歌）
Do more practice instead of theory only (give some “easy” homework to do)

Anonym 2:
Recording System, composing music, mastering
录音工程，录音system, 编曲，作曲，制作

Anonym 3:
How to use Adobe Audition Software
Learn how to compose songs
Have a chance to perform e.g. music night, song composing competition

Anonym 4:
Maybe many have interest, but do not know how to become creative people
May be show us to create song in the class or guide us to create song together

Anonym 5:
Learn how to compose songs
Learn more about music
Learn more about songs

Anonym 6:
Learn to compose song, lyrics, and know some friends who have the same interest

Anonym 7:
To have more practical practice instead of theory
To carry out the teaching in English please

Anonym 8:
To learn instrument can be related song composing

Anonym 9:
学怎样写词，作曲 （在什么情况，朝什么方向写）
怎样用简单的chord 来找曲
怎样制作

Anonym 10:
Know how to produce a song (how to write note)

Anonym 11:
至少看得懂乐谱，知道那些符号代表什么

Anonym 12:
I hope to learn how to compose songs and lyrics
I hope to gain exposure on how to compose a song, hear some sharing and experience from trainers
I hope to have an interactive session during the activity (learn and practice practically what had learn during every session.

我的杰作

相信这是我读书时期最后一个作品。不知道未来还有这样的机会吗?

Creative way of learning

1. Listening to the songs and sing out loud

2. Recording down your voice while reading from the book you want to read(if you feel your voice is silly, change it to another tone) so that you won'll feel annoying and willing to listen it.

3. Choose articles which you like and read out loud.

4. Go through your book few times. Repeat your reading and practice it in your real life

5. If you want to hold on certain ideas from the book you have read, place it prominently in your home.

Looking for a better Job?

When you feel that this job is not suitable for you, it may because of few
factors.
1.) You do not have the knowledge even you get the job that you want.
2.) You do not like the job and yet you feel that this job is the only one that
you can get high salary.
3.) You simply choose job whichever you apply for.
4.) You cannot cope with the environment or the cultural of the company.
5.) You feel that you are wasting your time when working on that job.
6.) It is questionable about getting into promotion in future.
7.) You are in doubt of getting other new job that is related to your current
job- now.

Many people think that the knowledge that we learn from school, college, or university are wasted and not be put into practice. In my opinion, that is not truth. It is simply because we do not know how to apply our knowledge into practice and it does not mean we do not have a chance to practice it. Chance is not received from granted. We only get a better chance when we appreciate our current job and if we are working hard.

吉他

离不开的吉他

他会一直陪伴我左右

让我更有自信的走下那坎坷的路......

A good start

Everyone must have been thought that one day they want to become as a businessman, scientist, doctor and so forth.

No matter what you want to do, it is important for us to have a good start. A good fundamental preparation is a vital step before moving into the next steps.

Not many people is willing to take risk once they satisfied with what they have now. I would always remind myself that I should not feel satisfaction in what I am doing right now. Even I have reached to the higher stage. I need to challenge myself and to become a great 'warrior'. Everyone has wild-ambitious. The great sign of it is that you would feel more enjoyable when working along with your right path.

Without a doubt, a good start must have a well-prepared and to have a great in passion, desire and interest. Without these you will be losing all along your way. Everyone must try their best to get what they want instead of wishing that your return is greater than your hard work.

Many creativity ideas and planning i have been thinking of until now but none of these have been completed. I'm wondering how am I going to reach on that stage. But, one thing for sure is that I wont give up my hope 'till the end of my life. I will keep searching and doing the best I can and hoping that one day I can become a successful entrepreneur.

Award

I ever dream of getting award and recognition of my dream career or business. I will keep searching what are the award that is given by many organizer and the objectives of it.

I will keep upload all the website addresses here so that you guys can check it out.

One of the awards presented by Nokia 6300. It is very good for anyone who hopes that one day they can become a social enterpreneurship like them. :)

Kindly go through this website
http://www.klue.com.my/bluechilli/videos.html

Law

It is for sure that many people do not bother what is law until things happened. They would rather hire a lawyer to handle the case. Certain laws we should know and it is for our own good. I'm more likely to read those articles which have more relate towards our real life.

I would like to share some articles regarding law in Malaysia

http://thestar.com.my/columnists/more.asp?col=articlesoflaw

Credit for Project Bazooka

I would like to intro you our local social enterpreneur who is promoting our local bands and artist and album in their website, http://www.projectbazooka.com/

Please go through their website and find out more about their stories!

Title Amendment

After gone through my blogger, I found out that there was something missing in my blogger. My blogger should not just include music + career + luv. It should be more.

I finally rephrased my title and added more issue which I would like to tell. My interest refers to composing music and reading (Biz, Law, Chinese, English and Historical). My Luv refers to family & friends relationship. Healthy refers to my healthy life and sweet memories. $ refers to money which I believed that with all of these, my life will be at a very satisfactory stage.

I keep searching my interest and my path. In order to decide my path is not as easy as I thought. It is hard to predict what your future will be. I dare not say I already 100% confirm of my interest and my path, but I can affirm that I'm closing to it.

Hoping that God always bless me and my vitality and great mentality will last long forever.

Ngah Choy Gai

Ok, I tell you what, there are many places which you can explore and find those famous food!

I found out that there are two restaurant which are very famous in that ipoh town, which is Restaurant Lou Wong Tauge Ayam Kuetiau 老黄牙菜鸡河粉 and Restaurant Oon Kee 安记鸡河粉.

I would prefer Low Wong because it is the oldest restaurant in town and the food is delicious. Below is the address:

Restaurant Lou Wong Tauge Ayam Kuetiau 老黄牙菜鸡河粉
No. 49, Jln Yau Tet Shin,
30300 Ipoh, Perak.

Restaurant Oon Kee 安记鸡河粉 (Opposite Lou Wong)

Both are just near to the junction of Yan Tet Shin Street & Orbourne Street

生活圈

我发觉生活不美满。
我虽然让人家感觉我很快乐，可是我的生活圈却有个破洞
那个破洞是很难去痊愈的
我猜想这应该是上天对我的惩罚吧
我做了很多不应该做的事，也犯了很多不应该犯的事

感觉开始又不开心起来了，也感觉到我的世界充满失望
如何在从新坚持起来呢？我很疲惫，我很想哭，也很寂寞。。。

感想

嘀嗒，嘀嗒，嘀嗒
一天又一天，
一年又一年
一日又一日
一秒又一秒
该想的都想了
该哭的都哭了
该怨的也怨了

我开始醒悟
我开始知觉
我开始变化
我开始相信
我开始接受
我开始改变
我开始开始

地球是圆的
太阳和月亮
道教分阴阳
是非分对错

原因分真假
心灵分好坏
凡是有对比
做人终平等
但是要追求
不管胜或败
人生一瞬间
珍惜每一秒
享受日和夜
记忆永长存

朋友珍重

再多一个星期,我就将离开Sg Long, 居住在新地方, 金宝。我不知道我这样的打算，算不算是对的选择。有人说，那里是非常好的发展地方，也有人说那边是不会有好的发展空间。 大家都有自己的想法，我不会计较谁对谁错。我只能说的是，只要那里符合了我想要的东西，我就会朝着那个方向尝试。很多人会很奇怪为什么我会选择那个地方，原因很简单，因为那里可以让我宁静的思考我的路要怎么走和暂时放下烦恼的好地方。有时候我需要安静，也有时候我也需要热闹。感谢那些一直陪伴着我的朋友，如Eugene （一直都不舍得我离开的家伙，你要好好过哦， take care !!）,仲辉（无所不谈及家中的欢乐丸），Lisan (你的用心,我心领了)， Khoo & Syuk Yee (千里迢迢从Seremban来KL找我，万分感动)，Mandy (知道你没空来，心灵的祝福，我已满足，你要好好的过，继续加油)。大家等我，期待我的变化，我的梦想希望能够慢慢实现，也盼望你们能够实现梦想。

友谊长存。再见！

Plan for good, Good to plan

"One day I'm really scared when I passed away, when I were on the bed, ah... I should do that...I should do that... I haven't done that. But now, everything I LIKE it, I just do it!" - Jackie Chan.

Gotta think about this in one second. "Click!" You mean't it Baby...

Well, after received a reply from my manager, it is confirmed that I need to go to Kampar on duty.

Think it as your holiday trip, think it as your time to change, this it as your moment to do things that need to be done – THINK OF YOUR FUTURE.

As what I can say is that Kampar is a great place to stay and work. It has a beauty lakes which I can do fishing, a nice garden which I can jogging, stay away from a traffic jam place, taking nice photos around kampar & ipoh, exploring everywhere in bidor, tapah, kampar and ipoh, reading books, enjoying independent life, thinking of future business plan….

By using one year of working in Kampar, I believed that I will be getting better in experience and looking some other job. My job now acts as a fundamental job. This could really mean that it will help me to slowly keep pace with my future plan.

22-1-2007 to 22-1-2008, this is the time where I need to be more serious on work and my plan. 250 days left started from today…

Things that I need to settle before going Kampar
1. Streamyx & Telephone Bill
2. Rental
3. ePublic Bank Account

Few things that I would like to improve and carry out

1. Compose more songs
2. English proficiency
3. IT Knowledge
Do some research on the e-commerce
4. ‘Patology’
5. Looking for the date of career fair, education fair
6. General Knowledge (Feng Shui & Marketing & Sales)
7. Business plan
8. Participate in Taekwondo
9. Learning Guitar (looking for si fu)

Things to be equipped before going there….
1. Digital Camera (If necessary)
2. Laptop
3. Hand phone kitset
4. Getting wireless modem

Information which must have in Kampar.
1. First aid kits
2. Useful Telephone Directory - Police/Ambulance/Fire/Security
3. Map & Directory of Kampar

Documents & Items which need to be prepared in Kampar
1. Contact - Directory of Telephone Extension & Email Address
2. Uni Chop/Stamps
3. Bus Service Contact
4. Documents (Petty Cash record, Loan & Scholdarship s/w & h/w,)
5. Utar Tmnet

有能无力

我的心目中的希望还在燃烧着

可是就是有能无力

有能, 是因为我觉得我能够实现这个希望

无力, 是因为我无法作出一些实际的行动

我知道,我在放下所有的希望,我就是不会有那一天的到来

能量出自于心中的坚持.

有时侯真的很矛盾

在面对临时的时候,却会有一鼓勇气作出许多歌,

在没有压力的情况下,自己却想要休息,什么都不想做

Positions - Good or Bad?

Video Editor

An established production house looking for creative video editors that thinks out of the box. full-time or part-time, experienced final cut pro.


Budding 2D Animators With Knowledge of Flash (Training & Growth) (Internship)(Kuala Lumpur - Kuala Lumpur)
Requirements:
Knowledge of Flash, Photoshop & Illustrator
Ability to do figure drawings using PC
Ability to work in a team environment
Ability to meet deadlines
Willing to work long hours
Fresh graduates are encouraged to apply
Training & Growth:
6 weeks Flash Animation Training for orientation
First-hand training by expatriate trainer from Los Angeles
Mastery of unique animation skills not found in local companies

20 Webdesigners needed with experience in HTML, Flash, php, Frontpage. Staying in Klang Valley & have own transport to meet clients. Project basis with high income potential. Work from home. Challenging but rewarding.

Hmm.. interesting position. I wish to become part of it!

Reference: Jobdb.com.my

What job is suitable for you? Web consultant?

Job Title : Business Development Executive

This role is an excellent opportunity for someone with an interest in new media who wishes to succeed in sales. You will be working with a small team of talented and experienced designers and developers in a warm and friendly environment.

Job Role : Selling our services to companies that may require web design, hosting solution, graphic design, multimedia or flash animation and other web services. You will be responsible for a small amount of cold calling and lead generation, as well as backing up our marketing campaigns and dealing with sales enquiries that are generated by us. You will be responsible for the development of the sale from start to finish. If you can bring in the prospects, our service and work will sell itself.

Training: We will equip you with all required knowledge and skill for you to be able to deliver the result.it's not a must, but it would be nice if you have more of the listed below:- Ability to do Internet research- Good interpersonal, communication skills and negotiation skill.- Self motivated with attention to detail.- Strong customer service skills- Ability to manage multiple projects simultaneously.- Ability to work well independently and in a team environment.- Experience using Microsoft Office (Word, Excel and PowerPoint).- Sales force experience a plus.- Sales and marketing experience, online experience a plusAge Range: 20 – 30 years old and posses own transport.

Compensation: Based on what you could offer to the company.

Hmm.. that was interesting.. but as far as i concern, this job is really tough and quite stressful. Y? cold calling will bit you out. Bcoz i have been overpast that moment, it is really hard and not so easy to get prospect. Compared to 5 years before, it is very easy to get more sales in web design. Now, people is looking more towards ecommerce and other things instead of static simple web site. So, if you really wanna do this job, first, self-motivation, 2nd - great in knowledge, 3rd - good in presentation skill , 4rd - travel, 5th participation in many events, 6th hard work.

Girl

Hey young man, now here is the tips to all Malaysian people especially guys.
Ok.. let us get one thing straight!

After a few times of getting out wif some lovely girls, I feel like it is more advisable for everyone to find a girl who is really like you instead of you. Y? Now here is the reason.

1) You will not be getting a very heartbreak when you have been pissed off. You will not feel rotten as pain as more than they do. Of coz, the important thing is that BOTH must be showing their loves to each others. Apparently, I got this experience and it was really hurt in tragedy when I was too loving her.

2) Secondly, looking for someone who has many topics to discuss with. Instead of just talking about love, they are willing to share thoughts, future, planning, $, and everything that can hold the relationship in tide. Both accept their strengths and weaknesses and help to improve both. No doubt, when both have some arguments, they should be calm down at first. Then one should apologize to another and know how to settle instead of just leave it alone.

3) Nice, good looking versus sexy girl, 2active will not last for long. Y? e.g. Is just like an artist. Everyone likes you when you have everything, nice voice, body, good looking face blah blah.. but when he/she have been caught getting drugs, or even received a say from many witneses that she is a lesbian, her reputation will seriously been whack out by millions of fans and people even his/her agent. Everybody will try to blame her even she is innocent even she said no. Although it is pity, but it is the fact. So, dun find anyone who is too near to perfect BUT it is depend on how is the capability of you handling things. If you dun have optimistic mind, and you think that you are able to live with the perfect match, then you will have no trouble with a question like – Y I’m so weak?. To me, sorry, no way.

4) When fate comes, you need to grab it by your own. When you have a sense, you must take an action. Or else you will regret. Trust me. At least you have tried instead of just dreaming and dreaming and dreming…. WAKE up man, be a MAN, everything starts from initiative action… you try many things. You try how to live in the competitive place, you try how to get to know your family and friends, you try how to be more mature, you try to work hard... .. In your life, you are always try & try. It is not a matter of how good the result is, it is the matter of how well you have done in the whole progress.

5) No triangular Love PLEASE. Although you have a good reason Y you still wanna stay with him/her… I tell you wat… it is a TRAP! You gotta wake up and leave them alone. You will have a good day now but not in future. Think twice, you have a good sweet day, but in the end you’ll get nothing. This kinda love is like an injured. If you do not take any medicine in an early stage, you will get more serious in pain and more work to be done to cure your pain. So let’s get away from the pain.

6) No TURNING Back. When you failed one. Try not to come back and pushing yourself into it. Even you got his/her body(acceptance), you will not get their soul(believed) as you are forcing him/her to accept you. If someone tells you that he/she dun like you, it is TRUE. People will not say 'I dun like you' if they are forced to say so. When someone say that 'I’m just ok', in fact it is really not OK. Everyone is OK when problem is completely settled. Get it? If you insist not to follow the game, either you will be losing your friendship or you will be kicking your butt or slapping on your face

Eh... Common, when talking about lov.. y I can write so many words here? Ok, now I gotta tell you that I need to take some rest and stop writing this .. gotta move on to the next one! Peace!

突破

天啊, 我要如何突破? 为何我的脑力总是充满着希望,可是我就是不去行动.

是害怕,是胆小,是无能,还是不想去行动

我真的......不行吗?

时间慢慢流走, 我能够坐以待毙吗?

我为何会这样, 有谁能够给我答案.. 能给我一把开门的钥匙…难道钥匙就在我的心里面?…

我将如何找回拿把钥匙?

李宗盛

http://ent.sinchew-i.com/content.phtml?sec=871&artid=200703021772&sdate=

巨蟹座的他，工作習慣是不太喜歡改變，他要找一個工作起來很舒服又可以為歌曲加分的合作伙伴，跟Mac合作，就是這麼的愉快自在，“李宗盛做出來的melody都是光禿禿的，歌曲不是我一個人完成的，那是要跟所有跟我合作的人一起完成；如果有人說：這首曲子是我寫的，那是在吹牛，一首曲子出來只有melody，還要有編曲以及演唱的人放入感情，（音樂）這是一個共同創作，如果一首歌旋律多好，但（編曲）卻編不好，那就會變成垃圾了！”

他表示，自己的音樂背景是無師自通，完全沒有接受過完整的音樂訓練，但與科班出身的Mac合作，卻不會讓他覺得自己是沒有自信的感覺。“也許鋼琴彈得比Mac好的人很多，也有比他學歷高的，甚至比他出名的，但我跟Mac合作就像一種partnership，有一起奮鬥的感覺，大家做久了就會有一種默契存在。”他說，在Mac面前，他是個學生，所有做幕後的人都是他的老師。

一步一步向前走!

看见Interwacity 开始进行, 我突然启发了一些思想．时间一到，节目就准时开始．那是有计划的时间安排和明显的目标．时间匆匆流走，人们不断的向前走．人一出世就向前爬，向前看．进步是非常重要的．如果在一天里面进步一巴仙，３６５天不就等于一年里成功的进步了解365巴仙了嘛！人不应该怠慢，懒惰，遐想，必须脚踏实地，一步一步慢慢的耕耘，未来必有大收获！地球不断运转，人的心脏不听的跳动，虽然说这些是自然的状况，就因为自然，它并没有顾虑到何时候停顿下来．人的思想很复杂．它就是会控制人的行动．当然人体有限，但是工作的效率必须大于休闲的时间．设想人最冲刺的时候是趁年轻，就像一架机器，一旦老化，机器就失去它有的功能．朋友，加油吧！

自己的方向

演技派电影明星达斯丁•霍尔曼在“金球奖”的颁奖典礼上接受终身成就奖时，提到一个真实的小故事。30年前，有一次，他为《毕业生》那部电影做宣传，碰巧与音乐大师史达温斯基在同处接受采访。主持人问起史氏，何时是他一生当中最感到骄傲的时刻——新曲的首度公演？功成名就、掌声四起？史氏都一一加以否认，最后，他说：“我坐在这里已经好几个小时了，这之间，我一直在不断地在为我新曲中的一个音符绞尽脑汗，到底是‘1’比较好？还是‘3’？当我从里寻她千百度，最后蓦然发现那一个音符的一刹那，是我人生中最快乐、最骄傲的时刻！”霍夫曼说，他被大师感动得当场流下了眼泪。

如同伟大的作曲家心无旁骛、孜孜不息地寻找一个最能感动他的音符一样，不管是从事何种行业的人，都必须认识自己的潜能，确定最适合自己的发展方向，否则就很可能会埋没了自己的才能。

制作音乐的能力

如果你不是一位专业制作人, 你也可以作出很好的Demo.

但是,我认为如果你想要掌握制作音乐的能力，首先你必须要有以下基本个人因素。

注意：制作跟创作是两回事

1．必须有一定的音乐细胞，如何才说是音乐细胞呢？音乐细胞得人是能够对声音十分敏感的人。如唱歌，懂得节拍，善用某种乐器，电脑软件（如：fruity loops, cubase, adobe audition），他都很快的吸收，略知一二。在我们小时候所经历过的事情，往往都会跟声音很有巨大的接触。如宝宝一出世就会哭，笑，这些都不需要教，也不需要看些书籍，自然而然的我们就会轻而易举的学会。这就是所谓的细胞。有些人，就是不会唱歌，也不懂什么时候才可以进入那首歌里头的开始，那么我想这些人不是太适合作音乐。一位貌美如花的女孩，无论怎样他就是胜在于自然美，这是它的天生独有的美貌细胞。至于如何掌握音乐知识，其实是在先后不断的练习和栽培，慢慢的你就会拥有了这些知识。有那位一出世就懂得什么是fade in, fade out?所以说，要成为一位制作人，他的音乐细胞是非常强烈及热忱的。

2．常搜听不同类型的歌曲，吸收不同的曲风和演奏方式。在听任何一首歌曲当中，必需都要学会如何把一首歌曲的每一段伴奏给分析出来。如果能够把它的内容给分解出来，那么这能够证明了你是一位视听力很强的人。例如，能把一首歌的伴奏所选用的乐器都给听出来，再将它的乐器伴奏行程和步骤一一给分析清楚和复制出一摸一样，这样你将会在编曲中慢慢的精通和进步。提示：如果要轻易的听到那首歌的伴奏乐器，建议寻找那些Karaoke版的歌，把歌手的声音给消掉，那么你就能够听得一清二楚了。

3．如果要走流行歌曲，那么必须多听流行曲。选用近年的歌曲，在分辨他们是如何变奏的，音乐的层次，旋律等，这样会对你的学习也有很大的帮助。如果想要卖出好音乐，不是靠你的创作和你个人喜欢的类型而辨别的。你必须服从市场的游戏规则，你的创作才能够有机会流入市场。比如说，如果你喜欢创作民谣歌曲，而不是流行歌，那么你认为你的歌会让现代流行唱片公司给选中吗？再来是如果你的歌太过介于自己的风格，嫌少人可以接受，就算那首歌是你最喜欢的歌曲，我可肯定的是你这首曲将会被冷落在一旁。

4．如何评级你自己的歌曲到底是不是一首动听的歌，整首歌的旋律和演奏方式都很浓厚及滑稽。一，不要怀疑自己的作品，大胆的献给朋友聆听，让他们给你一些意见。二，可以善用那些流行的歌曲伴奏，尽量将它复制，改编，最后演变成为你的新鲜作品。这样就能够尽量的接近在市场的品位和选择之中。

以上都是个人的想法及经验。 如有共同点,请给予意见!

盜版毀唱片業

看见这一张关于音乐的途径，发觉身为一位创作人实在是很难在这个年代找饭吃。还是面对现实，等待时机，不可能完全把精神投入在音乐上。http://www.sinchew.com.my/content.phtml?sec=1&artid=200702201938

陳宗逸：銷售額從3億跌至9000萬國人買盜版毀唱片業

（吉隆坡訊）唱片業者控訴大多數馬來西亞人不尊重版權，摧毀了大馬唱片業的基礎，本地唱片銷售額已經從10年前約2億9000萬令吉；跌至2005年的9700萬令吉。音樂創作人版權保護協會（MACP）董事兼資深音樂製作人陳宗逸指出，多數大馬人不尊重版權，只要價錢便宜就允許盜版，唱片業的不景、創作歌曲的消失都是版權不受尊重所要付出的代價。公司顧問的陳宗逸說，目前每年推出市場的本地中文唱片不超過100張，盜版使大馬唱片業的情況更加惡化。他舉例，滾石舉辦一場歌手簽唱會，能輕而易舉吸引過萬名歌迷，諷刺的是該名歌手在馬的唱片銷量卻只有一兩千張。本地華裔歌手銷量過萬不超過5人“暫且不說海外歌手，本地華裔歌手唱片銷量過萬者至今也不超過5人，說得難聽些，很多大馬歌迷都是盜版擁護者。“不尊重版權的損失是無形的，有一天我們將只有舶來品，再也聽不到富有本地色彩的音樂，大馬遲早走入文化沙漠，因為音樂、文學、藝術得不到尊重和認同。”在唱片業擁有26年經驗的陳宗逸坦言，在外國包括港、台，憑寫書寫歌而致富的人比比皆是，不過在大馬簡直不可能出現，因為大馬缺乏栽培和鼓勵創作人才的環境。“對歌手而言，大馬沒有賺錢的空間，原因包括代言費低、演唱會辦不起、唱片滯銷等。”“樹大有枯枝”法令雖完善執法出問題陳宗逸表示，大馬雖然擁有一套相當完善的版權法令，不過卻在執法上出現“樹大有枯枝”的尷尬局面。“不管任何組織總會有爛蘋果，PPM也一樣，政策很清楚，但無法在執行上確保儘善儘美。”版權在許多國際協議中是倍受重視的環節，一個國家要朝先進國邁進，就必須做出妥協。他說，大馬和許多國家簽署版權保護合約，包括Berne Convention，使出口合約國的大馬唱片獲得版權保護，這些都是我國走向先進國的起步。他說，1987年我國版權法令修改後，賦予版權擁有者徵收公開播歌費，多年來許多不符合大馬國情的灰色地帶被修改，不過最終此法令必須是符合國際協議精神。“1987年版權播歌風波開始出現，因為從前不必付費的東西現在要繳費，然而走到今天，我們有必要去瞭解版權，包括多層次版權及其背後的意義。”一張音樂光碟不止一家公司收版權費一張音樂光碟是詞曲人、編曲人、歌手及唱片公司等製作人的智慧結晶，在版權法令中有多層版權及智慧產權，所以會有超過一家的公司收取版權費。每張專諿的版權費計算●錄音著作權●曲詞版權和演繹權（Artist Right）――分為私人用途、公播、複製和電子媒體廣播。公開播放版權費計算●大馬唱片播放版權有限公司（PPM）代表唱片公司徵收錄音製成品的公播版權費●音樂創作人版權保護協會（MACP）代表作曲作詞人徵收詞曲版權費●音樂演藝者權益（馬）有限公司（PRISM）代表藝人和音樂人收演繹版權費換句話說，同一張專輯內的歌曲公開播放，就須要向PPM、MACP及PRISM 3個版權管理組織付費。 （星洲日報‧2007.02.20）

Happy Valentine Day!!

Happy Valentine Day to all my dear friends. As usual, I'm still waiting for the existance of another half. But, what to do, all is just depend on fate. Fate, I am not so 100% believing in fate. Sometimes, we need to take some action. But, it is useless if we do not have any target. That's why, we need to be patient and hope that, one day, the angel will come and help us. One day, we will not be so pity till no one can understand how is our feeling.

Anyway, 2007 is my gorgeous year. My constellation warning me that tis year I have a good luck. So, I need to try again and hope that I can success in everything that I pray for.

Happy New Year 2007!!

新的一年新希望. 过去的是让他过去.最重要的是如何改变自己,发挥所能。

成功的路途还很遥远，几乎是模糊不清，看不见。 不过，我不会因此这样而气馁。游戏才刚刚开始呢！

改变这个字，曾经几年前说过，可是回想过来，我还是老样子，也没什么突进。我非常怀疑我的行动及态度。我经常被自己的恶魔给打败。为什么我的天使那么的脆弱？ 再多三年是三十岁了，可是到觉得还是一事无成。我想，我这个人的缺乏行动力，坚持的信念，以及实际目标。以前的想法态幼稚，也无法真正实现。我想，我因该要好好利用这三年的时间，用以最快的步伐，有效的方针去实现我理想中的目标才行。就算我有一天老了，我也能够怀旧一下当年的风光和骄傲。

星座说我明年的运程不错，经请发挥所能。不过家人和爱情会有点刺手，要加以谨慎处理。

希望明年可真的是丰收年，有好惊喜，有快乐，祝大家新年快乐 (",) ~ Peace!

无奈！无奈！无奈！

经过两个月的假期，我觉得我的人生没什么改善。每次我都会问自己为甚么。是什么东西会令我这样的不冲进呢？是不是因为学习的时间太过延久，使到我将想要积极的时候感觉上缺少了些东西。可是有一样东西是非常确定的。那就是做什么事情都必须认真处理，不可以怠慢。我就是应该缺乏了这个。我想接下来的日子必须加倍努力，改变自己。我想，最可怕的敌人是自己，不是别人。要克服自己的恶魔，最终要是现下定决心把重要的事情给完成。

二号

父亲曾经跟我说我不适合二号，可是偏偏二号是我经常遇见的数字。不论是好的或者是坏的，我都还是离不开这个二字。

这二字，最令我最难忘的是我最要好的朋友，也是我最知心朋友，她要结婚了。转眼间，七年也就这样过去了，我也这样认识了她将近七年了。时光的流失，有时真的觉得自己浪费太多青春和时间。

十月二十二号，是他的结婚日，也就是我该彻底死心的一日。虽然我已经在过去不再去痴痴的等她，可是有时后脑海浬还会浮现她的影子。爱情真的是很残忍，有时还很突然。 无论如何，当初我应该必须向他告白清楚，可是我就是没走向这一步，现在白白送给了人家，要后悔也来不及了。

不过，我这人现在也挺大方的，之前，心也伤过了，痛也疼透了，现在的我，唯有祝福他们能够白头偕老，夫妻相爱。

我想，我是不会就那样到跨的。做人就应该学会从跌倒中爬起来，把悲伤化为力量，从新出发，美好前程就在你的前面。大家一起加油吧！

三个月的训练

经过三个月的训练，我想我也该是时候休息了。“休息是要走更远的路” － 这一句话，我开始是不太认同。因为我觉得休息只是给自己一个接口而已。可是现在我却赞同这个说法。

在我做了三个月之后，我觉得这份工作并不长久，而且也不是我能够适应的工作。那为什么开始时我确认为这份工是我适合的呢，因为我觉得这份工是最能够联系到我读书的课程。

这份工不是不好，要守住这份工，那位人是因要有一下条件：
经验丰富，有责任感，又愿意拼的人。而我暂时无法做到这几点。我想我应该不够热忱，也不够愿意下些苦功把事情搞好。有时候觉得自己应付不来，有点懒散。

再说，我不想这样给自己太多压力，因为这份工实在让我不过来，甚至睡也睡不好。这份工确实让我学习了很多在读书上所学不到的东西。

辞职了之后，我想要休息一段日子，大概一两个星期，回复体力，继续前进。在假期里，我必须实现我想要做的东西。帮忙家务事；向爸请教关于生意以及风水的知识；那就是帮忙哥设计网站；之后为自己创作一张属于自己的创作歌曲，投寄给瑞业老师；增加自己对知识的认识；寻找自己想要的工作。

沉重

日子过得有点纳闷,还有一点的沉重。家里的两位可爱女生已经回家了。记得在还没回家之前，我还提出在家里下厨，算是是送给他们离开前的“礼物”吧。那天早上，带了两位可爱女生到市场买菜。还记的我在这里第一道菜是炒了一大碟的炒饭。其实炒菜也瞒好玩的！

三个月的假期，其实还瞒长的。思念的心情，有谁能懂，有谁能够和我分享。。这就是纳闷的原因。不过也没关系，日子很快就过去了。

沉重的是工作的岗位开始摇动不平。我开始怀疑这份工到底能作多久。我开始没有把精神完全的放在工作上，也开始不太关心事业上的进展了。惨，怎么办～

我相信很多人都有这样的遭遇，我也知道时间能够把这些事冲洗过去。是好是坏，都是自己造成，到时候千万不可以为自己找个借口。

概念

今天是一年一度的国庆日，想要在这一天做一些自己想要做的东西。在没有想好接下来要做些什么，就先谈谈关于最近的情况。我的脑海里现在浮现的记忆是一些关于音乐和生意的概念。

音乐的突破会是我最开心的事。可是往往就会有其他因素让我惆怅。犹豫的是被受批评时，那是最令人失望的事。可是没有评论，就没有进步，没有更好的音乐。每一件事都是会有两面的。就像人一样，有好有坏的一面，有快乐也有伤感的。无情时间都会把人的故事带走，留下的却只是‘无名’历史。有谁会在乎你的历史，只有一些真正关心你的人还有你自己。

以前的音乐是比较值钱的，比较珍贵的。怎么说呢？现在科技日新月异，音乐不再是人们想要去把它成为自己的增藏品。因为它随时都可以找回来，随时都可以把它播放。就因为有了网路这一门，大家都可已随手得到他们想要的东西。也就因为这样，人们不会把他心目中的好歌成为心目中的珍藏品。

音乐是无止境的，我相信将来的音乐是非常无限的。只要大家用心的去研究如何制作音乐，没有什么事不可能的。从中不但学习如何创作，也要学会如何宣传自己的心血，两者都不能缺乏。

每当我们作某一件事时，其实大家有没有想过他可以带给我们利益,有或者一些概念。当我们做的时候，又有没有想过如何在短期时间内完成？考录的东西还瞒多的呢！

现在要活在竞争的社会，头不但要灵活，而且要有想法，也不可以太过让身体疲累，又要活的开心，又要力争上游等等。我想，要真正得到幸福的生活，首先还得先得到幸福的心灵。

新概念，新知识，新体会。没有创新，就没有进步，没有进步，就没有意想不到的成果。

轻松工作

今天下了一场大雨，在回家的路途中，看见许许多多的车辆挤得水泄不通，令人讨厌。花了大概两小时的时间才走出吉隆坡，回到Sg Long, 已经是八点半了。

发现时间过得非常快，一迅间又到凌晨十二点钟了

之前原以为我可以利用晚上的时间来做一些自己的事情，谁知道时间过得太快了，有点无奈。

今天工作算是最轻松得一次，也是我平生第一次完成一单生意，而且对方还是一位巴基斯坦人呢。会谈完毕，他和我一起步行到附近的火车站的搭火车。在行走时，他对我说做我这一行的要懂得坚持。他也告诉我关于他和家人的事情，谈话中就如朋友一般，有说有笑，没有任何戒备，互相信任对方。这永远都会记忆在我脑海里。对我而言，这真是个好的开始，值得让我牢牢的记住在心里。

开始发现她的美，天真可爱。我也开始动了心，可是却不知如何表达。

『曾经』

今天终于有点点进展了。 等了好久，抽不出时间来翻阅以前的歌谱，发现原来 『曾经』 这首歌的内容不是很特出，新鲜。 这首歌的歌词是在讲述一对男女，他们曾经在一起度过一段快乐的日子和期盼他们俩所答应的承诺可以一一实现。谁料到其中一方不能够实施诺言，而且还在犹豫着到底应不应该继续下去还是放弃，导致最后双方都处在朋友和情侣之中。

成功的第一步，会是这样的吗？

最近一直传来很多负面的事情。就好像前天我的家乡进贼。不说也罢，只希望那贼会被捉到！

事情过了就算了，最重要还是家人没事。

原本想好好的利用空闲的时间来制作歌曲，谁知发生了这样的事，不然因该有些成果。

为什么每次都那么的不幸运的呢？对！忘了一件事～回家拜神。真是的～平时回到家都会去拜一下神，保佑大家都平安和安康。太多事情了。。真么搞的啊！

今天下午是我在工作上第一次正式和顾客一对一接触。情况还瞒好的，没有什么挫折，也没有什么不开心的事情发生。和顾客讨论大约有一小时左右，感觉还不错。也多亏他是一位非常礼貌又会尊敬我的人。要是换其他人，我想我应该被骂得狗血淋头。

我很开心，因为我终于勇于走了这一步，也多亏于老板允许我一个人去尝试单接促顾客。再说，我也想单枪匹马，看看自己能不能够应付。后来，经过商讨后，从公司里走出来，那种心情是没有人可以体会到的。只有一个子～爽！

虽然还有许许多多的路要走，可是只要我能够勇敢的走一步，就是给自己一次成功的机会。要是连这一步的话，谁能够给你机会呢？ 其实我也相信我的过程也和其他人一样，都是慢慢的从辛苦中磨练出来的。

我想每个人都有经过风风雨雨，可是有些人就是能够顺利的走上每一条路，我相信每一条路都有它的辛苦，但是如何能够从辛苦中勇敢爬起来，这可是最挑战的。

悲

现在社会可真的是很糟糕。虽然社会不断的在进步，但是抢劫，谋杀，贩毒，强奸案连绵不绝。到底要到社么时候才会有安宁的社会，很难去辩解。

发现到我国的治安很差劲。为何要等到人命伤亡的时候才舍得作出一些实际行动，来挽回人民对政府的信心。我想这因该是我国的作风吧。等着瞧吧，我相信到了一段期间，当人民对这些事情慢慢的淡忘后，政府又会忘记了这回事，犯罪的事又开始从演。

983 倒霉日 Bad Day

昨天不知道是怎么回事，我的‘家里成员’个个都很倒霉。一个接一个倒霉的事情发生在我们每一位身上。

开始是我们家里的bluewest，电脑突然‘瓜’掉。其实她是最幸运的一位。电脑到后来又回复正常。其次，‘来自印尼’的小瓜妹半夜肚疼。因该是吃了很多不该掺的食物。结果 “产生了复面物理作用” , 呃～

再来是我家里种的榴莲树被一位老阿伯骂，原因是他的摩托停放在老阿伯十几年听方的地方。真是的～

接下来是我没有放停泊的钱而被罚款。那时候我的脑袋一片空白，脑头只浮现一句话－“真吊!”

说了那么多，最惨的是我们亲爱的牛精，他的摩托竟然被人偷了。这已经是第二架摩托车被偷了。想必牛精也该对这些已经麻木了。

辛不辛由你

今天老板不知道是吃到什么药,竟然那么开心,也可能是因为有几单生意在手,所以他是那么的开心。

今天真不幸,竟然得到罚款单,要不是老板他要我驾车, 受罚的人因该轮也轮不到我.呢！真是的, 不知道今天为什么那么倒霉。

今天早上, 如日常工作一样, 当我经过国家法院那里,看见许多律师经过. 看见他们手上拿那堆书及文章, 我心在想,他们是如何成功成为律师的。就因为他们是律师，所以他们赚来的钱因该比我们这些打工仔的钱赚得更快了。

曾进老师说过，只要是越少人做的工作，你的利益和收成就会越大。就像律师一样，有多少认可以成为律师？就如在五十位人士当中，只有一位是成功得律师。 想一想，那他得到得钱财就会比其他人更加多了。

本来很想放弃的我，现在有看见许多辛苦的人在我的周围环绕，相比之下，我还是比其他人好很多。现在唯一只有再忍受下去，坚持继续工作，直到一天我真的不能再支撑下去的时候，也就是该放弃的时候了。我知道这份工不能长久，可是我也知道这份工会给我很大的帮助。因此我现在不能放弃，要好好的利用这次的机会，培训自己。

要找一份又没什么人能做，又不会那么辛苦，又有出入的工，实在是头疼啊。如何去创造出新鲜的想法呢？我相信唯一可行的就是得靠工作经验，生活点滴，本身的思考和创造力来创造自己最独特及有效的概念出来。

社会的变迁，科技不断进步，许多不可能的东西都变成可能。所以说只要心里永远有哪一颗坚持的心，相信成功的那一天会到来。可是，它会是几时呢？


每天九点工作一直到晚上七点多才回到家，晚上通常都没有什么时间去做些自己想要做的是，觉得时间不够，而且时间过得很快。真的不希望那么快过。以前不介意时间快过，因为毕竟那天会有些开心的事情。可是现在就不一样了，日子过得可真无趣的，太过平凡了，没有什么特别的。真的要好好的思考一番。看看如何去改变我的生活，让它更加充实，更加精彩。

经历

今天可真的没那么烦了

不知道是不是因为我没有去想那么多复杂的是,日子就会过得比较轻松呢?我不知道

我想其实每个人都有不同的经历,过程.好或坏, 都是自己一手造成的.

如果一个人能够尽全部能力,努力向上,我相信老天不会亏待这些人. 这些人一定会得到成果.它可以是物质上的, 又或者是心里上的满足, 两者都有不同的回报.

我猜想,为什么一些人会那么地顺利,会往上爬.难道他们就没有跌过吗?

不是的,其实他们的成功,后面所经历的辛苦你是看不到的.往往能够让你看到的都是让人妒忌的一面. 所以,千万不要妒忌,了解他们是怎样得到成果才是最重要的.

弱点,每个人都有.为什么会有弱点呢? 那是因为在开始的时候, 没有好好的观察几处理妥当而带来的祸. 如何把它改善, 就得靠自己如何把这个祸给消除.

当然, 就像火灾一样, 你就得靠水来熄灭它. 而不是靠风来吹熄它. 这样才是最有效及最快速的方法.

现在的我还是处在于茫茫大海之中, 只靠着救生圈来扶持着我, 让我能够继续的在海洋中漂浮,等待有一天能够流到陆地上. 没有指南针的我, 往往发现自己不知道处在那一个角落. 到底我是站在死亡的世界, 还是生存的环境里. 当我就快淹没的时候, 我却望着大海, 原来还有很多人也和我一样寻找生存的方向. 有的已经放弃了,甚至一些人也已经连救生圈也没有,就凭着自己的毅力和斗志,一直往前游. 当我看了这情节时,我才醒觉. 原来我比其他人还要幸运, 至少还有一个救生圈.

人生生活百态, 千万别在乎人家是不是过得比你好,比你差. 只要自己懂得爱护机珍惜眼前的一切, 最后在乎的人因该是你自己.

改变

这段日子，工作的效率越来越遭。今天老板把我说服了一番。他让我知道说如果我要在这行业混的话，最基本要求是勾通及语言。其实这两个要求可真的把我给说服下来。我想就算三个月之后老板再不能留我，起码我有尽了去做。当我向老板道歉时，老板却会不但不骂我，但他却对我说，"You should say sorry to yourself".

现在开始，我将会尽力安排我的工作表，努力学习英语，勾通方式，以便能够在社会上“混饭吃” 怪我中学时不好好的把英语给搞好，现在才知道它的重要性。如何才能更进一步呢？

以下都是我要学习的方式：
1. 多都，多听，多写英文
2. 训练口才，寻找一些工作上的朋友，多常用英语对话
3. 寻找网上英语老师对谈。

之前非常的压力。现在换了另外一个角度去想。我现在已经抱着不在乎到底会不会能够在继续下去，只要能够完成这三个月的训练，就把它当成一个人生的开始。慢慢的减少那些错误，提高自己的工作水准。这些就已经足够了。

可是我相信，如果再从新寻找工作，我想，应该没有再要好的老板和工作环境。所以我对自己说，应该要珍惜你现在所拥有的。一旦失去了，可别到头来又后悔莫及。
从现在开始，必须正式行动！

路

那天看鬼域，妈妈打来了通电话。听到她的声音，很累，仿佛没有力气和我说话。妈妈告诉我他的身体状况。好像一天比一天衰弱。我的心又开始一阵疼痛。我真的不知道要怎样去安慰及关心妈妈。我尽量想一些好话，吩咐他别那么劳碌，多休息。我很想照顾妈妈。可是，我可以放弃这里的工作，这里的音乐，这里的一切一切吗？现在就算是继续做我想要做的东西，可是我还是会被妈妈的病情给影响到，我实在是无发自拔，好无奈，很憎恨自己无能。

近来爸妈真的老了很多。可是我还是一样对他们说他们还不老。时常都劝他们不要想太多，无论怎样应该要过得开心才是。虽然口头叫他们不要想太多，可是我时常就是想得太多，给自己太多的压力和借口。

其实，我很无奈。无奈的是为什么人家的家人可以那么的相处，亲戚来往都很可亲。可是，我们的家庭就不容许这样。妈妈的兄弟姐妹个个都只为自己好，没有亲情可言。他们那一代的人，也许多多少少也影响了我们这一代的发展。 虽然爸爸胜过其他人，他的智慧与人缘无人能比，多少人都得尊敬他。可是到了我们这一代，仿佛就好像没有那位能够接纳他的位置。这是我心中一直都无法解开的压力。我真的不知道如何能够帮助到爸爸。难道真的没有人能够接纳吗？难道就这样让它失去吗？我真的有太多太多的压力，困扰，忧伤，沉默，悲痛，无人能知，也无人能解。
我经常都以最积极的一面来看待一切。可是，我毕竟是个感情的动物，会伤心，会流泪。不知不觉

我已经26了，可是我还是觉得我的经验和人缘还不够，行为上还是老样子，不会变得更成熟，更不懂得处理。我有太多的忧虑，有时候我也常常慰问自己为什么我会那么的不开心，那么的想不开。我真的很沉重，很沉重。

有时后，我想爸妈太过特别关心我们了。如果弄得不好的话，反而会永远把我们守护在笼子里，根本就不能够体会到爸妈是如何的辛苦，如何的把这道完美无缺的道路给铺开来。其实那会是好事吗？这真的能够帮助到我们吗？其实我真的不敢走。可是 爸妈已为我们安排了一条安全又有计划的路，我要是不走的话，我会让爸妈伤心，要是走上了话，转换成我不开心，因为那始终不是我想走的路。可是那真正我想走的路，对我来说却是一条永远都不可能实现的路。我，真的可以走出来吗？

鬼域

昨天晚上，我突然好闷。我便叫Justin和家宝一同陪去我看电影。在车上谈着那部“鬼域”。家宝在这时对我说，其实那间戏院曾经有人在戏院里看到死去。我们顿时毛骨悚然，还说应该没那么巧会坐在他那位子吧。在进入Leisure Mall 的parking, 很不小心的，我竟然把我的车身弄花了。真不知道为什么会那么大意。 我那时的心情很低落，很不开心。明明是想看戏松弛心情的，谁知道。。。

进入了戏院，我们被安排坐在7-9号的位子。不说你不信，6号的位子竟然没人坐，而且还是只有那一张椅子空着的。在这时我们不敢再提起那件事情了。静静地坐着等待荧幕画面的开始。

好心情

今天在工作上还算不错，起码开始有点收获了。我想当你用心平缓和的角度去面对一些事情，好事就自然来。可能之前给自己太大压力，现在我该懂得怎么去应付。今天也学了很多东西，我看见老板是如何以冷静的态度去应付客人。在这个月里，我想要为自己设立一个目标，就是能够达到至少十单生意。好好干吧!

放工后，收到好消息。Joe Yee寄了sms给我，告诉我说今晚瑞业要见我们谈谈关于contract 的事情。这可真的是喜事呢！ 看来今天的运气不错，两件都是好事。


我虽然开心，可是我就是感觉缺少了些东西。缺少什么呢？就是缺少了一位能够和我分享喜悦的人。

"当你感到压力时，应该要放松自己，别把自己给压扁了。深呼吸，想些开心的，听听歌，如果很寂寞，就找朋友出来喝茶吧。"

好的开始!

还以为毕业了之后我的生活又会回到了平凡的日子，过着无聊的生活。可是，没想到我竟然能够在这一年里达到我最大的两个愿望。那就是我在最段的时间内寻找到我心想中的一份工作，那就是网络顾问；其二， 我终于能够在音乐上有个发挥的途径。我被本地唱片公司老板 - 瑞业老师看中了。他请求我加入他的大家庭。我非常高兴，但也有点担心。开心的是我终于能够把我这五至六年的累计的歌曲从新的在收集，调整，然后交与唱片公司去卖。在短短的几个月里，我却有两份心爱的工作。网络顾问是我的全职，而音乐是我的兼职工作。我想如果赚到了钱，口袋开心，我当然也会更开心了也，哈哈~； 担心的是害怕不能表现出我的认真和才华的一面，会令人失望。到时候，我会很伤心，因为我是一位容易失去信心得人。可是，再想一想，也许是我太过担心了。

哎哟~阿公，干嘛想那么多，敢敢去做啦，别犹豫了！老板也说我有时他真的不知到我在想些什么，说些什么，令他觉得我怪怪的。他也劝我别想太多。哈！

工作确实是令我感到压力，老板也体会到我有烦恼，他努力的让我适应环境。说真的，老板对待我可真的不错。我想要是我在其他公司，老板哪会有时间听你的心事，唠叨~早都把你开除了。
我发觉现在的社会进步到很快，产品和服务的变化也很快。新公司不但要想办法生长, 而且也要面对竞争对手的压迫。有了网络，确实会让我们有更大的商业机会，也因为这样，公司不但要面对本地压迫，也要面对世界的压迫，几乎喘不透气来了。

现在，我慢慢开始发觉到，如果一个人没有杰出本领，你就无法在社会上立足。你也将会像世界杯那样被被领红卡而淘汰出局。智慧和人际是非常重要，一定要不断学习，不断进步。在说灵活的头脑以及快速判断力也非常重要。

在今年来，毕竟拥有这两份工是我最开心的事。我希望我能够在这两份工里发挥出我的才能，增加我的经验及改善我的人生。

Business Plan

A lot of argument and unavoidable things have happened in our team. We didn't expect how serious it was until we got to know that our team has found out the bad issue together. There were someone who has cheated us and didn't admit what their had done to some of our teammates. Eventually, they left us without giving any reason. We were very dissapointed to what they had done to us. However, we insisted to continue our own plan but we will have to adjust our previous plan in our management team.

The process of acheiving our album has becoming harder. Due to our investor concern, they would like to see our biz plan instead of just 'a piece of paper'. Furthermore, I really think that it will still be a long way to go before we can release our first album. A lot of plan and discussion need to go along with. I hope that our spirit will not die in the end and yet we can come out something that is worth for us after spending out so much of energy and time on it.

We decided to get a meeting every sunday night at 10 pm. Gotta make it as part my biz life even though i hate this kind of process.

The song of getting 2nd Place

Below is my lyric that I sent it to compete at Beanidol.com webiste.

有一天
Verse 1: (第一段)
多少沧海桑田不灭的誓言
它藏在我心里面
试者放开胸怀看看这世界
飞到海角天边渴望快乐一点

Verse 2: (第二段)
美丽的花最后还是要枯萎
我的执着变为憔悴
树上叶子掉落散发成花泪
有谁给我安慰有谁陪我相随

Chorus: (副歌)
人生反复无常
难以去了解过去的迷茫
变成现在的残缺海浪的荡漾
缭乱了我心扉仿佛希望早已破碎

Ending:
或许有一天我会有完美的改变
只要有恒心勇敢站在最前线
不管是错是对都得用心的去体会
就算疲倦还是累我也不会后悔

Beanidol: Lyric Category - 2nd place winner

Surprisingly I won the second place in that lyric competition. I am very happy to see this. I believe that actually it has a lot of people that can write better than me. I think that this time I was just lucky. Anyway, this will give me more confident in writing lyric than composing. I feel both are essential and dependent in creating a nice song.

All contestants - USS 2006

There will be a 7 out of 15 singers to get into finalist. Beside me, both has successfully entered into final. Congrates!

(Start from left: me, goh, leng chai)

Below are all the contestants who participate in this utar star search contest. Cheers!

Backdrop View

See how was our design for our Utar Star Search 2006. Nice right? Thanks to all my lovely helper who help me design the font.

Some people said that the logo looked like the st. john logo. Haha..

But, in overall, my friends told me that the backdrop was nice and well done. I'm feel quite happy ler. Kekeke..

Our M Club

It has been quite a long time I never update my blog. Sorry ya. Too much things to do recently. Assignment..Doing event la.. sigh~ headache.. Now, I just worry about my study.. haha... I can't focus on so many things together.

Recently.. having some meeting with 10 of M Club members, they felt that nowadays, the most applicable ways of promoting and doing our songs is by posting in website, which has a lot of visitor come and view the page everyday. After doin some research, we found out that there is actually a lot of things to get done before we can really come out our album. Forget about album.. now, what we need to do is to do more research and find more information about how to promoting our products. There still have some obstacle and risk need to be considered. Therefore, maybe our project need to carry out carefully and hope that eventually the result is what we expected.

After conducting some survey with few composer like Peng Xue Bing and others, we got a lot of important message from them and they all suggested that not to spent our own money in all the expenditure that we are goin to spent. Therefore, sponsors is the one way to get the money that we need to do recording and producing cds.

However, it costs a lot of moneys. Furthermore, we feel that 10 of our members, each of us must hold different position and everyone play an important role.

We are trying hard to get some sponsor from outside. However we keep on continuing do our recording for the demo album. We feel that there's no point to wait for sponsorship and doing nothing.

- to be continued

An important meeting

There will be a meeting on 19, 20, 21 at Golden City near Jalan Maxwell there. We will be discussing about the whole picture of our album and most importantly the sponsorship.

We will also meet with our advisor Peng Xue Bing to discuss about the album's problems. This meeting would be a very essential for us to initially proceed to next steps. Hopefully all will be fine.

Plan to doing some 'Large' Project!!

After the competition, it is really a great experience and also a chance to meet with many composers. They are all great people and talented. Few days before, I have received a great news from Huey.

The message is written as below:
讨论事项
1) 发表会上卖的合集cd = 收入了每人‘一首’最满意的歌曲，除07-01比赛之歌曲几曾经获奖之歌曲。 (最好是近期新创作)
2)发表会选用之歌曲：每人准备任何俩首创作歌曲在当天发表 (除cd合集之歌曲)。

The message simply telling me that we are getting to come out an album which consists of 8 out of 10 contestants' songs. Each of us must prepare 2 songs for the album. This album will be going to promote to buyers.

This is a great new and also a rare opportunity. Not everyone can able to do it unless there is a full resources and people. (天时地利人合)。 Thankz for my great great frens who helping me to achieve this dream . I hope it can success.

Song Composing Competition 7/01/06

I was so nervous when finally I was on the stage again performing a song called -'自伤自怜'。Self-Sadness

However, I'm quite satisfied with my performance after watching back the video clip. But, there was a few mistakes. First, I think I shouldn't walk too much as what my fren, Cat said. "It is very important to have walking, but not to walk too much as audient hard to focus you."
- Haha.. wat a mess

Second, I shouldn't face too much area, even left, right, middle, up and down. I have looked too much angle until I just realized that this action had troubled my audience view.

Third, DON't ever forget lyric. It is important not to forget lyric when on stage. If you had forgotten, you must continue to perform your song without seing you had done any mistake.

Certain aspects that I feel that the organizer did not do well on their job bcoz they were not fully estimate on how many prizes they should give to presenters. One of the girl was not getting any prize and feel ashamed when she was called to go out and receive the prize. I feel really pity to her. Another thing is that I very doubt about the judgers (although I salute them), they not really pro enough to choose who is the best singer and performance. I really feel dissapointed once I watched the video. I think maybe they're hiding 'something', something that cannot be 'disclosed'

Although I feel a bit angry, but, as long as I acheive my objective, that is to get a medal, I get my confident back to music. I'm happy bcoz my frens went to support me and I very thank them. I hope that this kind of event will be coming again as more and more new composers and writters appear and have the opportunity to collaborate with them.

Now, I have meet some new Kaki (frens). I think I will be getting to know more about them if I meet them one day.

Farewell 2005!

Yesterday afternoon, 7 of us including my housemates and classmates, went to sungai wang to see sau fun performance. It was rainy day. The event was delayed and we able to see her performed on the stage. What a relief. I thought that I would miss her performance but it wouldn't. After watching this, we went to 'Da Ren' Esquire Kitchen to have our dinner. Later on, we quickly went back to home bcoz we knew that during countdown, kl would be jamming. Therefore, we did not want to stuck there and couldn't come back. After came back to home and rest for a while we suggested to go watching firewood at 'Small Genting'. Haha.... We finally reached there 12 midnight sharp and we did see the firewood but quite far far away. Sigh~.. but at least our plan was success. Haha...

Later on we went back to Kajang to have Kajang satay. Welcome 2006 and Say Goodbye to 2005!!

永别了 2005

2005年, 将要过去了。回想起这一年里，最大的收成也就是音乐上的突破。万万没想到我这么大把年纪了还能够创作写歌，通常人家都已经在事业上走着轨道。

可是，虽然如此，我却认识了不少创作人才，不管是校内还是校外，他们的精神，是令我敬佩得五体投地。我现在才真正体会到原来我们本地有那么多人才，简直是卧虎苍龙啊，真不简单。

音乐是我的灵魂，我真正能够发出于内心的一个空间。不管是喜，怒，哀，乐，只要在那里动笔写出来，创作出来，你就会得到放松及快乐。

在这年里，毕竟发生了很多事情，不过还不错。基本上大多数都是开心度过。虽然也没有什么改变,不过我也觉得满意。只是还有很多东西没完成，做事太慢了。

无论如何，希望新的一年里，比去年更进步，更多好的惊喜，更多机会，更多美好的事情发生。

再次恭祝各位新年快乐！

赞! 我的歌入围了！

入围了！入围了！ 终于我的歌曲 － 自伤自怜入围了! 感谢仲辉，以及其他喜欢我歌的朋友们。没有让你们失望。
也感谢超级好歌选秀赛， 给我机会，也给我了信心。
其实之前我做了一个决定。那就是如果这次没办法入围，那么这也就证明了我的歌曲不被感动及不流行。再继
续下去也不是办法。所以，我就拿这次做肯定。如果我多年的心血作品不能够入围，也就得放弃。这个概念不
鼓励那些创作人，因为这只是我唯一的选择。
在还没有听到这消息之前，我打开我那五首歌曲，听了又听。从中想了解一下在那里不好，那里令人感动。突
然发觉到那首令我感动的歌突然变成没什么感动,为什么会这样，我倒也能够了解。那是因为我唱歌不够好，
还没到那种能够令人陶醉以及感动的声音。我的唱腔实在太结实了。
可是，那首歌曲被采纳，也证明了我之前的选择是对的。之前我的心中就有两首歌曲希望被选到。 一是对你的种种，二是自伤自怜。虽然我望望没想到的是排在我心中第二位置的歌，自伤自怜确是他们的喜爱。但是至 少这些猜测带给我一点信心。信心在那地方呢？信心在于选择歌曲，选择人们心中最爱。


当然，除了努力，有时都得投靠运气。在这次的比赛当中，我相信其实还有很多创作人没有参加。那可能是因为十二月份,通常少会被注意到，也比较少人知道。再来是因为参赛时间距离太短了，相信很多创作者都来不及报名。说实在的，我这次是靠运气好啊～


可是不管怎样，我还是成功入围了, 我一定会把它唱好。


自伤自怜 曲： 许 乾元 词： 范 仲 辉

风刮大树倒一边
我家漏水塞海绵
你曾经路过我的屋前
我害怕的躲在房里面

你的手因有人牵
我的脚却有狗舔
脸上笑容扮很甜
心中眼泪是很咸


看部电影 没人陪
餐厅吃饭 独自醉
被你看见 自伤自怜 没有便！

我真的不了解什么是人世间
又讲行善积福就能得姻缘
每次拜神我都拿到下下签
心里伤痕泪水有谁能够看见

真的不了解什么是人世间
公子爷看美女叫眼神放电
我瞄一下就叫做样子下贱
缘分和我相处距离很遥远

我发誓要凭努力赚多多钱
我要你知道我为你而改变
希望有一天你会心甘情愿
愿意陪着我一起海角天边


唉。。。坐下来
想一下另一个方面
听一下老人长辈意见
这种相恋不能叫永远。。。


唉。。。有谁能给我意见
我不想再次躲在房间
难道还要苦苦思念
才有勇敢的爱恋

以下是那时候我所看到的广告宣传：

Music Competition's Resume - 音乐比赛摘要

凭着哥哥的一把吉它，开始了我的创作人生。渐渐的，一首接一首歌曲创作就这样的诞生。朋友协同组织校园乐队，在学校里首当校园的实力乐队。参加学校和外头的小小比赛，赢得了不少欢呼声和奖励。

虽然时光已过，但是我的热忱，爱好创作，始终都不会停止，直到最后一口气，都不会放弃音乐。

1996 - English Song Competition
Inunhabited World - Composed by Tony Khor, lyric by Sally Ngan

1997 - 华文学会主办(华语歌曲)
凭着我们的创作 - 父亲，赢了冠军和全场总冠军。姐姐也在那时见证了我那光辉时刻。

1998 - 为KRS(Kadet Remaja Sekolah) 写了一首歌 - KRS 你是我的宝贝，当场闭幕时感动了每一位的心，甚至有人哭了，也舍不得离开。

1998 - 全国歌曲创作比赛 ~迴聲

1. 母亲
2. 我以为
3. 用心 (闽南歌)

1998 - Bakat Chung Hwa
1. 想念她 (华语独唱 - 冠军)
2. 你的朋友 (组合 - 亚军)

隔了4年，音乐终於又让我燃烧起来。

2005 - 在UTAR成为音乐学会的音乐创作训练者 - Music Composing Coordinator/Trainer.

2005年 8月- 参加了中国流行音乐原创作品大赛
1. 坎坷爱情
2. 幸福月光

2005年12月 - 参加 [超级好歌选秀赛]
1. 自伤自怜 4.27
2. 星星 4.01
3. 天国心愿 2.24
4. 对你的种种 4.53
5. 谁错 Shui Cuo 4.25

My Demo has done!

Yea yea.. this is a truely moment that I can rest for a while bcoz I have completed 5 Demo songs in two days. Wat a hurry working experience. I will post my demo here once the demo is submited to the hand of Mainstream. Haha... you know... for copyright purpose. You can't blame me for not giving you a priority to listen my songs, ok? Deal. Haha... Thanks for Boon in helping me submitting the demo to them. I hope both of us can enter to the top 10 list!! .. Pray & pray & pray...

5 Demo songs are as follow:

Song Name

1. 自伤自怜 Zi Shang Zi Lian 4.27
2. 星星 Xing Xing 4.01
3. 天国心愿 Tian Guo Xin Yuan 2.24
4. 对你的种种 Dui Ni De Zhong Zhong 4.53
5. 谁错 Shui Cuo 4.25

Merry Christmas!!!... --hmm...why im alone ar??

25 Dec 2005, its another reminder for me that the 2005 is going to end soon. Haha...wat a mess.. so many things not be able to complete. What to do? Blame my laziness la.. Aiyo.. But, right now im doing for the song composing competition for this coming wednesday. It is organized by mainstream. I think I can give a credit to myself as a Christmas gift. Haha.. sigh~ hope that this time I can be the top 10 list la... Hope Hope Hope..

Now.. still doin doin doin... composing composing.....

theme song's feedback.... Great!

I'm very happy as I have gained the support and trust from committees of my talent in composing music. Many committees like my song which I composed for their theme song - A dream is wish your heart makes. Committees wish to listen more songs from me. Hoping that this proposed song can be selected as for the USS 2006 next year.

Maybe some people may think that this is just a small contribution and nothing special, but this will make me feel confident and believe in my creativity in composing song.

The USS 2006's proposal has been approved!

What a relief. Finally, the proposal has been approved by DSA. It is difficult to imagine how hard the proposal to be approved.

Updated Photos on 11/10/2007:

I really feel proud of those committees members because they are really hardworking and capable. I feel that I still have a lot of things to learn from them. Luckily, I did not keep on proposing to become music club president before the new music club has been established.

My brain tells me that I still lack of knowledge and I look something too narrow. Now, I have seen the real example done by new committees members. They are really 'professional' and active. I think my decision not to become a president but a learner is the right way. In other words, I'm still not qualified.

After the approval of the proposal, it's time for me to figure out the real and possible way of utilizing the budget given.

(updated photos on 11/10/2007)

At last, my teaching journey has ended for this sem!

5 Weeks in teaching gives me a lot of experience and entertainment. The students made a lot of fun and good in learning. Although I'm still not very satisfied with my teaching as there still got something which I need to alter and arrange it properly. However, I feel a great proud of myself that I finally had acheived something which I thought that I wouldn't able to acheive - which is involving in music part again.. I will not forget this in my life that brings a lot of enjoyable fun to me. To me, this has became a history.

Below are activities which I teached for my lovely students:-

Week 3, 26/10/05 , Wednesday

The first class was allocated at venue 700 and started from 4.30 to 6.00 p.m. The main purpose of this first class was to introduce the objectives of music composing class and what sort of activities and assignments will be given to students from time to time.

Besides that, I was responsible to tell the students about the major events that have been planned by our music club committees for the next semester. I explained to them about when and what are actually those events for. Those events include Utar Star Search 2006, Music Composing Competition and Musical Night. Next, I also told them about the courses that we will cover started from today until week 6.

After this, students were asked to introduce themselves. This is to understand and evaluate what are their strengths and weakness in term of music. Next, students were assigned to a position which they think they want to be. Positions include songwriter, musical instrument player, or singer. They were then grouped into minimum 3 people and maximum 6 people. Each group was required to think about their band name. The purpose of getting into group is to keep coordinating and collaborating with their teammates to achieve a set of goals.

Next, I basically told them what is the actual sound recorded for a CD compared to other sound format that we listened, for instance the difference between mp3 and wave format. Lastly, I introduced to them software called Adobe Audition 1.5. It is a kind of home recording software which can teach them to compose a song.


Week 4, 02/11/05, Wednesday

Holiday (Hari Raya) – No activities was held for this week.


Week 5, 10/11/05, Wednesday

This week I had changed the style of teaching. I would prefer to use sharing technique rather than just teaching. Students are encouraged to participate in the class and give some feedback. Since there were many new comers in this class, I introduced myself what was my background and what was my experience in music. I also showed them my masterpiece of my song which I created from year 1998 until the latest time. This is to convince them that they would learn many useful and practical things from me in terms of composing music.

I introduced them some useful websites which provides a lot of news and local production songs created by local composers. They can also post their questions inside the forum to get the answer from local composers. At the same time, I also introduced them some great notes and books which I would use it as part of my teaching lessons.

Next, I also reminded them that the class has limitation. We are lack of trainers and instruments which would probably cost a lot of money that we could not afford to get it. Therefore, the only way to minimize the budget we have is to do home recording. It is kind of do-it-yourself (DIY) recording.

Besides, I also told the students how basically the flow of final products is made. Before finished the class, each of students is asked to find two lyrics together with song which they think that it is good and terrible for them. They need to come out the reason of why they selected them. This small assignment will then be presented by next week activity.

Week 6, 16/11/05, Wednesday

The class was allocated at venue 804 and started from 4.00 to 5.30p.m. Student was invited to go out and present their selected two songs which I told them to prepare last week. After the presentation, I used their lyric as my teaching lesson today. By looking the lyric, I gave them a clear picture of how to structure the song lyric. Notes prepared by me were then presented by using projector. Important notice about creating songs, tips on writing song also been given to them. Few examples were shown to them so that they would have a clear understanding of what it actually means. I also recommended them to follow the rhyming and syllable pattern that usually being used by musician.

Students are also got a chance to participate with small activity. Few students are requested to come out and fill in the song structure of the particular lyric. For example, they need to allocate where intro, verse, chorus, bridge, and others were. At the same time, they were listened to the song before allocating the song structure accordingly.

I also told them what are the requirements and expectation of listener and musician in current trend in terms of lyrics. I also make a clear differentiation between the poem and lyric so that students would have a more understanding of the differences and would not make the mistake when writing lyric.

Lastly, I started introducing the Adobe Audition software. In order to make them used to it, I explain certain functions that normally being used and told them to go back and try the software. Due to lack of time, I finished the class after finished telling the functions of the software.


Week 7, 23/11/05, Wednesday

The class was reallocated at venue 703 due to closing at venue 802. The class started from 4.00 to 5.30 p.m. The first thing I taught was what type of sound formats are used in song composing. For example, sound formats like mp3, wav and midi. I explained each of them clearly and the differences. Next, I explained the meaning of sample rate.

Next, I also taught them how to use sound effects when necessary. I also told them when and where the sound effects can be allocated. I also played some examples to them so that they would have a clear understanding of what I meant.

After this, I started demonstrating the Adobe Audition software. Software was presented by using a projector so that students would have clear picture of how the software is running. Today, I emphasized in recording the sound part. Volume setting was also been taught so that they know how the mike got connected correctly. Next, I asked two students to be my player and singer. Both were important to record their sounds. After that I explain carefully the waveform that was generated by them. Lastly, I taught them how to save the file.

Theme song for the Utar Star Search 2006

This is especially another song for our event known as Utar Star Search 2006. Hopefully, my composing song will be taken as their final decision and sing in that event. The song lyric as follow:

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes by Kimberley Locke

Download theme song

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're feeling small, yeah
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true, oooh, yeah

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true
No matter your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
Ooh, yeah, come true

An enjoyable experience

After few days in teaching, I feel that students start to accept my teaching style. I do not like to force anyone to participate in the class. Normally what I will do is ask them who wish to participate. Some people like to share ideas and this give me a good sign.

My first duty is to teach them what criterias that need to be taking care of in writing a lyric. I don't limit their scope of learning. As long as they have an idea of what to write and tell a story, I just let them go ahead.

I hope that they are able to compose a song within a short period of time. Hopefully, they are able to complete a song and participate in competition.

First Day Teaching

Wow wow.. time reached at 3pm sharp. It was my turn to introducing my music composing class to my members after finished the choir class. Nothing much worried about my performance at first, but got stuck on the last task when forming groups.

First day teaching was quite fun and a bit tension, the class was crowded with more than 20 members who came from different courses and semester. Most of them were very desired to know what the class could offer them. After giving them some explaination of what is the purpose of having this class, they started to build up some confident and believed in what will be taught in this class. Due to time concern, I did not have much time to explain well about my whole program. I believed that many members ignored what I had told them and yet still did not clearly understand how is the program running. I will repeat and elaborate more about program after Hari Raya holidays.

Before next class starts, there are still a lot of things to be managed. I need to take care of the quality of the lesson and also what are the useful materials that they require for their learning. The next problem that I need to take care is the time, trainers, and also forming groups. Sometimes it might not fit to everyone's time schedule as I know that this semester would be a very 'buzy' semester. Certain students may not able to come for the class. This will affect the whole process of learning. Looking for trainers is also another important consideration.

Since this composing club is a new club for everyone including me, and I believe that only Utar has this so called 'special' class that only offering composing music lesson. Three of these problems must be settle ASAP.

Utar Idol

Utar Idol is one of big event that will be hold in my campus by next year. Everyone in a team seems very excited about how are they going to succeed the event. The event needs a lot of people to handle the event. Many empty post are available. I didn't look through every single post in detail. I just pick one of the position which I think I can handle which is Deco & Design Manager. No doubt I believe that my creativity spirit still be with me. I know that this will be my challenge and yet it will help me to boost up my art talent. I really want the task and guess what, my assistant also name khor. I hope that we both can do a great work.

From what I know about Deco and Design is that I need to plan the theme of the event with collaboration from Program Manager. I have the responsibility to decorate and design the stage and venue according to the theme and lastly I am required to lead the on stage and back stage team to decorate and design the venue. Basically I have to coordinate with two managers who are Program manager and also the back stage manager.

No matter how, do hope that I can perform my task well and everything goes fine.

Music Club Theme Song

After having a brief music club meeting on tuesday, I really want to thank Wen Qiang bcoz he has given me a chance to take part in music club theme song. Once again, I have a chance to compose a theme song as what I did for my KRS during seconday school. It would be a headache for me at first, but, once I gets thing done, it will eventually become my wonderful work.

I am also taking part in Design & Deco for our Utar Idol. Although I know it is a heavy task, it is a good experience and learning. There is nothing to lose and in fact it was me to volunteer and get into this assignment. So, be cheerful and enjoy work.

Composing Music Department

At last, I finally found a 'place' where I can distribute my work in music. Thanks to Wei Lun who gives me a chance to take in charge in this department. I am so excited and thinking of what I can do for my handled music members. Besides that, I also feel little anxious about my incapabilities. Many things need to be planned and testified before starting the activities. Although I have some worried about this, I believe thru my hard work and interest, nothing can stop me. The club will be started in week 3. Hopefully everything gets done in schedule. Below are the activities designed by me throughout the short semester.

Week 3 (26/10/05)

Overview of composing and defining the objectives of the department

Forming and assigning a small group of minimum 4-5 people and each of them are responsible to take part in different roles. For example, the group will consist of song writer, singer, composer, and musical players.

Evaluating the members of the group and identify what are the strengths and weaknesses of each members in term of music capabilities.

Assign certain people from music club members to manage the department process if necessary.

Week 4 (02/11/05)

Holiday – No activities

Week 5 (09/11/05)

Introducing the fundamental requirements and basic needs required for making a song with an emphasis to DIY (Do-It-Yourself).

Presenting the different genre of music that exists in the world.

Week 6 (16/11/05)

Introducing the basic chord techniques and analyzing how they are being played in different ways (Part 1).

Showing music clips thru projector. Clips includes interview of artists and latest news.

Introducing and recommending certain softwares that are recently used in a market for composing music.

Week 7 (23/11/05)

Requiring each member to bring some lyrics for evaluation and understanding what are the expectations of consumers in the current trend.

Each group is required to complete their own lyric and submit their own song that has a complete lyric after next semester for evaluation.

Most recommended composer this month

This is the young and talent lady who had been found from the website known as 610t.com

I like the lady very much because she has contributed a lot of creative songs and music to every fans and readers that love her. From her work, I can see her passion in music. Therefore, I like to give her a credit and invite everyone to read her website and blog at http://www.jasemaine-gan.com & http://www.mainestage.blogspot.com. Hope to find more great people like her and post it on the blog here.

Music Composition

After having my exam and holidays, I'm now back to live. Recently I received a new from music club president. He asked me for help in organizing small group of students in music composition. This is a great opportunity for me to approach with music and those great people and learn more stuff. I hope that before graduate, I am able to contribute something to music club members.

2005中国流行音乐原创作品 入选佳作出炉

Finally the result has came out. I'm not in the list. Sigh~ Eventhough I had failed this time, but I will still keep going on. This is only my first time participate on this kind of competition, hope the coming competition will arise by next year. Below are the participants who succesfully go into final round. Congrates to all of them.

幸福意外 陈仁丰
仲夏的昏黄 刘永辉
我让你走 李江雁
憧憬与遗憾 陈奕源、傅志才
拥抱 Jasemaine
情何以堪 刘翰国
是与非 罗慧君
折翼天使 黄荣显
学会 佘金鸿、陈光良
春风 陈思聪

At last, two songs being submited

I'm very excited when there was a singing competition being conducted in Malaysia. The main idea of this competition is to find talented people who has the interest to create their own songs for competition. After being selected as the Malaysia's best 10 songs, those songs will be sent to China for competing into final round.

The title of this competition is known as below:
2005 中国流行音乐原创作品大赛

This competition really meant for me. As I have been waiting for so long searching for this type of competition, and finally,I found this one. Thanks to the great website which is called 610t.com. Even though I know many experts will participate on it, as long as I submit my final production, and my job is done. :)

Two songs have been done and I received a lot of encouragement from my friends. They really like the songs. Unfortunately, due to the lack of time, I can't make it perfectly in term of managing the background sound equally. Anyway, I still love my creation. Well done. Hehe.

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Below are taken from sin chew news:

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Below are the songs which I created for the competition.

参赛曲目：坎坷情路 演唱：关秀芳，许乾元
作词：范仲辉 作曲：许乾元 编曲：许乾元 制作：许乾元 (DIY)

坎坷情路

(男) 凌晨冷风 身体颤动
思潮在汹涌 那么空洞 那么的迷蒙

(女) 同样冷风 它更冰冻
带者你的痛 吹进心中 吹进我的梦

(男) 只想好好地停留在那里
(女) 只想永远都留在回忆
(男) 我想你每一秒
(合) 总比登天还难还高
(男) 我想和你永远不会分离
(女) 每一次都能拥抱着你
(男) 你想我有多少
(合) 不会有什么做不到

CHORUS (合) :
明白我用最真实的脚步 和你翩翩起舞
不能让你伤心痛哭 不能再走向歧途
明白我对你最真的付出 不再那样糊涂
我和你 会永远幸福

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参赛曲目：幸福月光 演唱：许乾元 编曲：许乾元 制作：许乾元 (DIY)
作词：参考 吴诺权 之幸福月光/ 许乾元 作曲：许乾元

幸福月光
只有欢喜 没有苦涩的人生 幸福是海市蜃楼
只有辛酸 没有甘美的日子 幸福是空中楼阁
享受你喜爱的部分 和接受你不爱的部分
才是人生中完整的幸福和享受快乐

CHORUS:

人生走的道路上常常不满
走错了该怎么办 跌跌撞撞
勇敢面对困难
也不怕受伤

人生有许多缺口并不难懂
只要懂得用爱填补
日子依然圆满、美好、轻松
像幸福月亮

人生有许多借口并不难搜
只要懂得用真心
改变一切不满、困难、假装
就是如此简单

Looking for any website which can upload my songs so that everyone who like to hear can download. :)